Well its new years eve here in australia,i have mixed feelings about it ending, as this year my sister took her life and i lost my best friend.It may sound wierd but i dont want this year to be over because of it,i still feel like im going to see her,i guess when the year is over i will have to say she died LAST year,that seems so far from when it happened and the longer it is the more i miss her.Does anyone else feel like this,it is only my first year and everyone says the firsts are the hardest of all,so this is one of them.I know its just another day but for me its another milestone and reminder that no matter how much i look for her ,she will never be there,she is gone forever from this earth, but never from my heart......just memories.
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