Hello everyone I am new to this community. Didn't realise it existed. I'm amy, I'm 18, and my dad killed himself before I was born. It's always so hard explaining that to people... I'll refer to my step father so they ask 'oh are your parents divorce', so I tell them my dad is dead, to which everyone of course looks shocked and awkward, then ask how he died and I always feel so bad saying he committed suicide because I know they will look at me as if I have 3 heads and then try to change the subject. I would like to know how all of you deal with telling people, as I hate the way everyone sees me differently when I tell them. Thankyou your advice would be appreciated, I've never spoken about this to anyone before
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