Have you ever felt that nomatter what you did to make the pain of a lost one to go away, you end up loosing another one or you're reminded about it? I feel that way almost every day. I miss them all so much. I wish that is was me instead of them cause when I think about the close ones that I lost, It was my fault. Especially loosing my best friend Dream. No matter how many times I'm told that it's not my fault, I still can't help it. I don't blame mysefl that much anymore cause I already know the truth and I don't want others to tell me other things. I wish they can could come back. I wish I could see them again. But now all I want to do is sleep. A never ending sleep with no dreams...
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