It was so real! I walked out of the store she use to work at and she was walking towards me. I kept stating but you can't be here and all she said was "I here!" She was so beautiful like I remembered before she got worse and before she turned to drugs to numb her pain. She was holding me in her arms and I kept repeating, "but your not real, this can't be you, you really can't be here!" It went on for ten minutes or so of dream time and when I realize people were staring, I turned to look at them and when I turned back she disapeared. Then I woke up! I wish I could be held by her again in real life but she is gone. I can't believe she has been dead for two months now! I thought I was handling her death better until I completely broke down in this dream and when I woke up.
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