A close friend of mine from high school took his life a few days ago. I just got home from his funeral. I can't seem to get my head around it. It seems so surreal. I didn't know he was depressed. Now I know he was in treatment, which obviously didn't work. I have lost a lot of people in my life. My mother to cancer, friends and family to illness, accidents, and suicide. But in this case Iam having trouble getting closure because I don't know tghe details: why he was depressed, how much pain he was in, etc. Without knowing what was going on in his head, how can I understand what has just happened? How do I grieve and move on? In the first time in my life, I don't know how to deal with loss!
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