My husband killed himself june 1 of this year. I knew in my heart that is what happened . I believed he overdosed on his meds. purposely (although I wasnt sure)I did , at that time, tell the kids the drs. werent sure how he died, but that there was a chance he couldve taken too many pills. My kids are 16 and 13. Well, yesterday, after 3 months of waiting, the coroner determined suicide by overdose. It was so painful to hear that. I just wanted him to say accidental overdose. It would have been so much easier to explain to the kids. How do I tell them their dad, who they loved and I know he loved, killed himself?? That he chose to leave them??? I just dont know how to do this.
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