i recently lost my mother tu suicide she died on june 13 2008 she was 49 yrs old and i was her only daughter .. she jumped out of her window..my mother was struggling with alchol and depression she tryed to get help but all they would do is give her pills and send her home which i never thought was a good idea for someone with a alchol problem to mix it with pills...i suffer everyday thinking about her i cant get her image out of my head but what really hurts is that i dont know whyyy she didnt call me she didnt leave a note nothinggg other than her alcohol problem she alwaysss was a woman full of life and loved her self i dont know what took her over maybe she realized that she couldnt battle with her alchol problem....everyone tells me she was suffering and now she is at peace...but now im the one suffering now im not at peace because i dont understand whyyyy why wouldnt she call me or leave me a letter nothing she always said me and my 2 kids where her life her reason to live but she left us alone so i dont understand ...please someone help me i need closure
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