i have been thinking a lot about the issues of heaven and hell. where is she i wonder almost every day i would love to think i would see her again some day but i know if she isn't where i want her to be i never will and that upsets me big time. i want to address it with my youth pastor but i'm not sure how., what i really want is to sit down with my youth pastor brain, his wife kea , and jeff and nicole. that way i could get all of their opions at once. that would be extremely selfish and most likely wrong on my part. haven't really talked to any of them and it bothers me. they don't know im struggling not only with myself but with God as well. i'm pushing him away along with everyone else. i'm so off track i don't know how to get back on. i hate that i can't shake this. i was reading something and it said that god has a plan which i totally believe ,m but could it be in his plan for andree to do what she did>? meaning there is a way she could be in heaven. not that i would be, i sin way to much lastly , and i don't feel i deserve his or anyone's forgiveness right now. maybe some day but not today. we all have our purpose and our fate and how , when and where we gonna die, could it be that Andree's way was by killing herself? not that what she did wasn't wrong, but if it was God's plan for her to do so then maybe she is with him?
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