Today, for some reason was an extra hard day for me. I miss my sister everyday, but sometimes it is overwhelming. I have come so far with my acceptance for why she took her life and forgiving her for leaving us, but I still want her back. Sometimes I feel like I am slipping back into that hole I have worked so hard at getting out of. That dark place where I let my emotions get a hold of me and the saddness take over. I know it is ok to still cry, I know it is ok to miss her, I guess today is MY day to want to jump up and down and say it is not fair! I am just rambling, I just needed to vent...This is the one place I know I can just type and I will be understood, even if I dont make sense to myself......
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