I lost my dad recently to suicide, two non family members have aquired his cars and business, my mother made me sign a disclaimer for any entitlement, I did this for her sake, the problem is now i constantly have bad dreams about these people, which I will refer to as vampires, I have such a hate for them now. I feel there actions are disrespectful of my dad, but no one else feels this way, I feel like I cannot deal with my loss of my father because of this consuming hate that I feel for these vampires, I hate the fact that not only are they in my thoughts everyday but now in my horrible dreams.
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