Summer 2007, I became engaged to my soulmate, the love of my life. We had been together for 7 years. April 7, 2008 He was out of town. We were talking on webcam. We got into an arguement, because I had done something wrong. One week before-hand, my good friend died. When i found out, I was devastated, so I went out with an old friend of ours, and I slept with him. I couldn't keep my secret. I loved Bryan so much, and I wanted to be honest. I told him the truth. Then, he turned the camera towards the closet, ripped the cord out of the vaccum, and hung himself. I called for help, and I sat there with him for 35 minutes until the police arrived and cut him down. I lost my love that night.. (((Depressed, unstable, losing it)))
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