7 yrs ago my nephew committed suicide at the age of 35 . I was on my Wat over to his house to see why he wasn't answering his phone only to find him dead on the floor. I tried to revive him but he was long gone so I sat there rocking him as I walled. It was devastating to say the least. It has taken me many yrs of therapy to get my life back . They were very difficult times for me . All I wanted to do was die so I didn't have to face this pain . But yet again I am faced with another suicide of a dear friend of mine . I am hanging on by a thread and I feel so empty and numb. So here I am trying to not have another breakdown. I am absolutely heartbroken my PTSD has reared its ugly head and I feel right back where I started . The people who are left with the aftermath of a suicide are struggling so much . Thanks for letting me vent because I don't know what else to do right now I am barely functioning . I understand the feeling of wanting to kill your self because I have felt that too many times . I am bipolar and have struggled with that myself but I always think of the people who will suffer if I did it so it's not an option for me . So I will try to figure out how to get through this . Thanks I needed to say these things . Hugs to you all .
Where did everyone go after the migration/relaunch of the site in 2016? Was it Facebook, or another support site I'm unaware of?The loneliness group claims to have 7K plus members but only ever 2 or 3 online?The depression group 17K members typically 8 online?Also wondering if any further changes are planned?Chat?Group Hugs?Seeing when a friend updates their status or changes their mood.A...