My son's last seizure was one month ago. (4th one in 2 years). Started on trileptal about 4 weeks ago. Need support in dealing with seeing him during and after a seizure. Maybe I now have PTSD as I am always worrying about him having another one and dying. The docs say he won't die during a seizure and we pray everynight for his protection but I can't help waking up and touching him during the night to make sure he is still breathing. It is driving me crazy. I know I need to trust the docs and my HP but that is not always easy as I love him so much and can't even fathom losing him.
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