Our first try surprising with all my health issues, with cysts, endometrosis, and all these odds agains us..and i got pregnant. We were all excited about the first ultrasound. My husband came with and we could wait to see what was making me so sick...to find out the baby wasnt growing. The ultrasound had a black sack..and nothing was in it. I now have to go on thursday have another ultrasound to make sure it just isnt a few weeks off and decide if and when i will have it removed. You feel like an emotional roller coaster. As soon as hope is there its taken away..we are both very upset and disappointed. I feel like i let everyone down.
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