So... I was diagnosed with Endo in March of 2006 when I had a laproscopy surgery done. I had to quit my job at the time because of the pain & all the problems and after being out of work from March-November I was doing better. I haven't been to the E.R. for pain since Nov. of 2006. I started a new job finally this week & the pain tonight is so terrible. All I can do is cry. I dont want to go through what I did last year again.... All the dr's thinking i'm just drug seeking, all the hospital bills piling up... this is HELL.. I'm 21 years old & CAN'T work... I feel useless.. and like I'm a burden on everyone... I don't want to do this all over again... I was put n the hospital last Oct. for SEVERE depression also which I think came from this & I don't want that again either but I feel myself slipping away again just this week since all of this began again... :(
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...