Well, I got my surgery time: 7:30am. I am ready to get this over with. I have a final the day before, same day I am supposed to fast. I have to see a cardiologist tomorrow, to check up on my heart for an okay for surgery. I had a problem in the past, and it was acting funny this week, from stress I think. I REALLY hope that everything looks good. It would suck to have them cancel it, after I feel like I have waited (and worried so long). Anyway, the anxiety meds are helping, and I dont feel too stressed about surgery. Hopefully they get the mass off my ovary, and can leave some good ovary there. I guess I find out officially if it is endo then as well. Send me good thoughts please! Also for tomorrow!
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