My husband has been supportive some what since i have been diagnosed but lately it seems like he doesn't care and since starting lupron i started to get severe depression with the worst anxiety i have ever had. Im so emotionally exhausted I don't know what to do anymore there are times that i become suicidal just because I dont want to do this anymore the only thing that keeps me around are my children and even sometimes i feel like im just burdening them as well. I guess I don't know what to do from here I have never felt so low that I wanted to think about killing myself just to get past a disease..... has anyone else had this type of side effect if that is what this even is?
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