Well...Its been awhile sense I've been here. I am going to be 20 next month on the 8th. I was suppose to be taken Lupron shot but I haven't had it for like over a month. It is suppose to be my 4th shot. I hate my doctors though but there is no other around here that deals with this kind of stuff. I am hurting like hell. The first three well I still had pain and I dont know what to do or where to turn. I dont have a lot of money. My mom is the one paying for my heath care right now. I hate asking for the money but she looks as me with great joy and she cares about me a lot. I just hate asking for money is all. I am just afraid and are unsure what to do at this point. They say to go threw with the shot but haven't had it. I am scared to keep doing it cuz I haven't had it in awhile. I just dont know what to do. What you all think about this? I just want to do the right thing for myself. I am afraid of Surgery but I will if there is no other choice. I am to young to have a kid and a lot of people say have a kid while you are still young and can. I have more then just Endo wrong with me. I worry to much. *sigh* I wish I didn't have any of this crap. It is really starting to get the better of me and that is why I have come back to talk to all of you. I just need some friends and to know of what I should do. Thank u for your time.
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