Well...Its been awhile sense I've been here. I am going to be 20 next month on the 8th. I was suppose to be taken Lupron shot but I haven't had it for like over a month. It is suppose to be my 4th shot. I hate my doctors though but there is no other around here that deals with this kind of stuff. I am hurting like hell. The first three well I still had pain and I dont know what to do or where to turn. I dont have a lot of money. My mom is the one paying for my heath care right now. I hate asking for the money but she looks as me with great joy and she cares about me a lot. I just hate asking for money is all. I am just afraid and are unsure what to do at this point. They say to go threw with the shot but haven't had it. I am scared to keep doing it cuz I haven't had it in awhile. I just dont know what to do. What you all think about this? I just want to do the right thing for myself. I am afraid of Surgery but I will if there is no other choice. I am to young to have a kid and a lot of people say have a kid while you are still young and can. I have more then just Endo wrong with me. I worry to much. *sigh* I wish I didn't have any of this crap. It is really starting to get the better of me and that is why I have come back to talk to all of you. I just need some friends and to know of what I should do. Thank u for your time.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...