Ok, so if most of you have been reading my posts lately, then you know what I'm going through. I've been in so much pain today. Normally I can call my mom and talk to her about anything, and she understands. Especially when it comes to pain that other people dont understand. See she has chronic migraines, so she understands about pain. Well, I called her today, looking for some support for what I'm going through. Well, she tells me that I need to go do something. That I need to get out of bed and be happy. I was like, are you kidding me? First of all, I am NEVER layed up in bed from my pain, except for today. Second of all, I'm always doing stuff even though I'm in pain. She goes on to tell me I need to stop thinking about it so much. Well dang it, it's kinda hard when it takes over your whole body, and you can't move because you get shooting pains all over your body. I just don't understand. I have always been there for her when she is in excruciating pain, and have been understanding. I just don't understand why she can't do the same for me. I mean this is hard enough on me that this crap is effecting me this bad. So bad I can't move, and I need her support. Am I just over reacting to what she said? Am I being selfish for wanting her to be understanding?Ulgh. Thanks for letting me vent to you guys. Any comments on this situation are extremely welcome.
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