This is only my second post. My first post was honest, but didn't go into how I am feeling. I am tired of the pain. I worry about my sex life and how it will affect my marriage. It is painful and embarrassing to have sex. I am filled with apprehension about going back to the doctor. I am scared of the surgery (which sounds like it may not help). My sex symptoms are embarassing to say to the doctor.I am more irritable than I should be with my kids. I worry that something worse than endo is occuring (cancer) so I guess I should have the surgery to alleviate that fear. I guess I just needed someplace to unload - sorry everybody. I don't have the kind of friends that I would be comfortable spilling all of this to, so here I am in a discussion group. I know that I need to move forward with treatment. Please, ladies, be there for me. I need support. I can't handle this alone.
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