I was really hoping when I woke up today, that it would be a better day. I really felt the need to get up and go to church today. I try to go every Sunday, because in some way it helps me to get my strength and hope back up for the week. Anyway, today, I barely made it. I was in so much pain the whole time. I was getting shooting pains that was causing me to double over, I was trying SO hard not to cry out. I tried standing so that I could sing, and praise and worship, but the longer I stood, the more I felt like I was going to throw up from the pain. I had to run to the restroom to vomit, but made it back to my seat. My husband wanted to go eat afterwards. We went to Schelosky's, I ate a couple of bites of my sandwich and got sick. I am hurting so unbelievably bad. What do I do? i really hate to go to the hospital, but I'm starting to think that I have no choice. I mean, they could help me manage my pain, and hopefully help me find a new doctor to help me. What do you guys think I should do. I really need to take care of this or manage this pain, cause I have to work tommorrow.
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