I have never in my life felt this alone. And I have felt VERY alone with this endo. But now it's just...worse. How the fuck do you talk to your 19 year old friends or boyfriend about menopause?! I am so so sad. I honestly just want to crawl into a hole and stay there for the next 3 months. I can't do this. Something's gotta give. Right? My boyfriend invited me to his dad's bithday next weekend and I don't know if i'm going to go or not. Not if i'm like this. Just randomly crying and whatnot. I don't need his family thinking i'm a nut job! I am trying SO hard to stay postitive and SO hard to go day by day. But FUCK is it ever hard...This year has just been a really really hard year.
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