I first want to say thank you all for being here and that you all may not know me but we all have one thing that makes us very alike! I wish that I could just wake up from this bad dream but it hasn't happened yet... I have had a lot of loss in my life in the last 3 yrs total but the last year has been alot, I feal so broken inside I spent the last 4+ yrs with a wounderful boyfriend for him to finaly say that my problems where tomuch for him even though we where finaly going to get married and start trying for kids... and know it hurts even more since I know its all because of whats wrong with me and for someone who loves me is in love with me and then to say I'm sorry I just can't makes me feal like who the hell else will want me! ... I don't know what to do anymore??... I just want to die inside...anybody been through this yet?
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