Im so sick and tired of being treated like crap in my house. My family allows my little sister to come back home and be loud and be rude when I feel completely horrible. Everytime I start to feel better some kind of drama happens with my little sister.....then Im in bed for weeks because all of the fighting and drama causes me to be in so much pain that even my pain meds do not work any longer. Im stuck in bed because I feel horrible and it's all due to the stress my family puts on my body from all the drama and fighting. My little sister is out of control and crazy she has really bad mental problems that my parents refuse to realize or make her get treated for. We all know what stress does to our bodies! I just feel like they don't care or want me to get better. I have voiced to my mom if she can tell my sister to keep it down and all she says is that Im being selfish and I should get earplugs. But i don't understand why its necessary for my little sister to be abe to constantly slam doors.....honk her car horn constantly until her boyfriend gets to her car....turn the music up in her car so loud i can hear it when im in the house.....bring kids over that scream and yell......she talks so loud i can even hear her over my TV when its on.....I ask her to be quit and she doesn't care...then I tell my parents to ask her and Im being selfish. It;s completely unfair. My little sister has not been living here she had her own apt. Our house has never been this loud. I have always been able to get my rest and do things.....now I live in my room I dont get out of bed.....my pain is high.....im tired all the time.....and i feel like crap....The minute I start to feel better something happens like a fight or medication change or that time of the month.....i cant get a break.....Im tired of my family not caring or listening to me.....then my mom comes in my room after ive been in bed for weeks and cries and tells me I need to fight and that I need to get out of my bed and al this crap and when I tell her that all the drama and fighting she allows to be in our house is making me sick and makes me fee horrible again and be stuck in bed she tells me Im lying and that I never feel good and I never get out of bed. I hate this life and Im starting to wonder why God even brang me into this world to let me suffer like this. I really feel like ending my life because im so sick of this and im tired of being sick and being told that im not good enough or not being able to work or go to school any longer because my body just cant take anymore. I dont know what they expect me to do. I am doing my best....but all the drama and fighting and stress that causes is what knocks me back down....i was feeling better and went for a walk and was getting up and doing alot of stuff and then this drama happened with my little sister coming to the house yelling at my parents telling them how they are pieces of crap and just being crazy and all the fighting made me sick and I havent been able to get out of bed again for a week or so. Im sick of this....I wish they had a house for women with endo where they could go and it would be peaceful and quiet without drama and fighting....i wish i could work so i could be on my own but unfortunately this stupid disease is ruining my life....wait what life i dont even have one....all i do is sleep and stay in bed all day long....i am miserable....I hate this....Im so sorry for ranting but i needed to vent to someone. Im ready to give up right now...im tired of not having any support or understanding.
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