Okay. So most of you know whats been going on with me...If you don't lon story short...Had my first lap and basically everything that could have went wrong...did. Anyways. I now am battling with a cold and am 99% sure that my infection is coming back. I NEVER get sick. Ever. At least not coldwise. I am so miserable. And to make things worse..My boyfriend is throwing a party this Saturday that he has been planning for like 4 months...I do not know if I will be able to attend or not because I have no fucking clue what is going on with me. I can't believe this. I HATE this. I can't even tell him if I can go or if I can't. Because I DON'T KNOW! =( I feel SOOO terrible. I know that he really really wants me there, and I really want to be there...But I have been bleeding for like a day at a time off and on, am dealing with a cold and this stupid infection. I do not know what to do. He is so great and so understanding...I really wanted to be there for him. I am sore and irritated and my stupid doctor still hasn't called me back!! I refuse to go to the hospital for this and ughhhh. I just don't know. This has been the worst month of my LIFE! I don't know what else to say. I think that's it...Now make me feel better dammit!! Lol. Love you guys! xoxox
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