People keep telling me not to be worried about getting pregnant now because "i'm too young to worry about that". But I believe that what I do now effects what happens later and if I do have endometriosis and I do go along with the surgery and I do go on the luperon shot and stop my periods all together I'll lose my chances of getting pregnant and I don't care how young I am that is my main goal in life and I don't ever want to not be able to have my own children I don't want to seem selfish but I don't want anyone elses kids I want my own and if it takes trying now and not going through with all this treatment I think I might do it but I don't know what to do anymore I have to much shit on my plate at this age with trying to get into school and trying to get a job to pay for school and hoping my car doesn't shit the bed, even though I'm driving it uninspected and uninsured, because I have no money to fix all the problems in it and if it does shit the bed no school or work for me anyways and all this surgery this year and the fact that I might be infertile, I don't even like writing that, then trying to keep my relationship from going down the tubes because I'm so stressed right now I take it out on him sometimes and I try not to but its hard he's the only one I can vent to plus I'm already on antideppressant meds that help with my anxiety because of all this stuff going on. I am going crazy and I have no one to relate to because my sister who has endo and had the surgery already and the luperon shot has a beautiful son that is amazing. What do I do? The Surgery and shot or screw everone and just stop the birth control and the doctors advice and if I do get pregnant omg yea for me and if not I'll know soon enough? Sorry this damn thing is so long maybe I should go to a psychiatrist, more shit on my plate.
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