11 years ago i met my husband. I thought how great he was. About 1 year into our relationship i notice alot of changes. A half a year later i still married him ,thought he would change. Well. He didnt. A week befor we were married he wanted me to sleep with another man in front of him. That killed me. Literslly ripped my heart out. For a span of the next 8 years he would send me pics, videos, texts to please do this. He would tell me i was ugly, berate me, name cslling was an everyday occurance. I vouldnt have ftiends only his. He slowly isolated me. I lost myself fully. He would gaslight constantly. I was to blsme for everything. I was a horrible person. He would record me alone in the house. Accused me of cheating all of the time. Omg. The list goes on and on. Has anyone every been through this ?