Everyone I have binged and purged for nine years. At first I thought that I was doing it because I wanted to. (To lose weight). Now that years has past I continued. I began to wonder could I stop. I tried. I couldn't. and I started to gain weight duing the binging and purging. I still tried to stop.I began to have reflux issues. I went to the doctor and finally told the doctor and my sister about it. the doctor suggested therapy and Paxil. My sister told me somthing that turned my world around. I was telling her that that I thought that it was a bad spirit that had me doing it. She said in response that we control our minds. She's a minister and she began to speak on scriptures in the bible and how God has equipt us with everything that we need in life to survive. She told me to SAY that I'm am going to stop throwing up food and DO IT. After that, I said it with my most inner being. I felt a weight lift off of me. That was over a month ago. I have not binged and purged, eating healthier and I don't look back. I give praise to God for equipting me for trials and tribulations. I also thank him for placing my sister in my life to tell me this and have her to be someone I can talk to. If I can stop cold turkey YOU CAN STOP TOO!!! SAY IT AND DO IT!!! I LOVE YOU ALL AND MOST IMPORTANTLY GOD LOVES YOU.
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