I'm supposed to see a dietitian (or however you spell it!) soon and I'm really worried about it. The problem is, there's only one dietitian in my area who knows anything about eating disorders ( at least that's what my therapist told me) and I've already seen her, except for it was like two years ago when I weighed SO MUCH less than I do now. So I'm worried that she'll remember me and judge me negatively for how much weight I've gained. I feel like I need to keep purging until then so at least she'll see that I'm trying to do something about my weight. I know that's stupid though.
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