I worked out today for the first time since being back home, and boy did I need it. Something really strange happened though, and I wondered if anyone knew what was going on... I was doing cardio on the eliptical, for 65 minutes total. I had gone probably 45-50 minutes, and my heart rate was typically between 160-170. But then, out of no where, it dropped to under 100 in less than a minute. I know that ED affect the heart, and so that's why I was especially alarmed. I really don't want to have a heart attack at age 18... Could be nothing- I even thought maybe the machine was off. But, it bothered me :o/
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