ive been bulemic for 7 years and never told anyone about it, not even my closest friends but the last 7 months have been awful on and off, about 6 months ago i started getting pains in my chest and headaches and for a while i thought i was dying, it frightened me soo much that i managed to go 20 days without binging or purging, buts something happened to trigger it off worse than befor and ive had so many pains and felt so tired and i think its time i got help the trouble is my family have so many problems n my aunty has already died from an ED and last year my mum went into a coma and almost died from a drink problem she hasnt touched a drop since and im scared if i tell her about me she will go back to the drink and il be responsible for her getting sick, my dad is already depressed, should i tell them or keep it quiet?
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