Eating Disorders Support Group

Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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why?? **NUMBERS MENTIONED**

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Well just to sum things up, i am losing it big time, the battle that is. I restricted all day then had a bit of a binge, well actually not that much at all prob 200-300 cals at most and still i purged, took lax and suppositories and within 15 mins i had rid myself of it all. Why am I doing this?? I have no idea why i am doing this, i really hope doc has some answers i cant go on like this, im losing the will to do anything, my kids will suffer and i really dont want that. What can I do? I have an increasing fear that if i eat i will gain weight and get fat.
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I'm glad you're going to see a doctor. You need serious and quick help. You are killing your insides. I think you should go inpatient so you don't even have a chance to purge, do laxatives and cut. Good luck sweetie.
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first, thank you for the warning at the beginning, about numbers. very helpful for many members of this community.
second, please take care of yourself!! it is excellent that you are going to see a doctor. i hope you get the help you need.
my thoughts are with you, try to hang in there xoxo
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You're a good mom.

Keep fighting.
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you're very brave to go see a doctor i think its the right thing to do - you are going to beat this
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