Well just to sum things up, i am losing it big time, the battle that is. I restricted all day then had a bit of a binge, well actually not that much at all prob 200-300 cals at most and still i purged, took lax and suppositories and within 15 mins i had rid myself of it all. Why am I doing this?? I have no idea why i am doing this, i really hope doc has some answers i cant go on like this, im losing the will to do anything, my kids will suffer and i really dont want that. What can I do? I have an increasing fear that if i eat i will gain weight and get fat.
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