Today started out like all the rest I was going to get up and start to work out and to eat right. Well when I first got up with the kids to go to school and I fell a sleep on the chair. There dad got up with them. The next thing I knew, it was 9:00am. I had two kids home in there bedrooms. The youngest two. There dad did not have enough time to get them ready for school so they had to stay home from school. Than I was making them breakfast. I, began to eat it. Than it was time for lunch and I began to eat it and then dinner I ate it to. Then I went to the bathroom and I threw it up. Than about an hour later I eat a fat free ice cream now I feel like am a four hundred pound women. I carry myself well. A lot of people tell me all the time that I need to get over it. I have had kids and I look better then most women that have had as many kids as me. I tell them to look at my sister who has and she is 20 pounds lighter then me. I hate myself. If I did not have kids I think some days that I would never ever get up. Someone please tell you are out there having the same problem and tell me what helps you.
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