i know that many may not have come out of the closet with their ED, but for those who have...does it seem to any of you that the people you confide in hold your ED against you? sometimes i get the feeling that the select few people i have told get mad at me about it. and when i feel their anger at me, it only stresses me out more and makes it harder to be good that day. i know its good to let people in, but i am having a really hard time coping with the anger.
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