Hi there! I joined this community around 2 weeks ago,have replied to a couple of posts but havent really dealt with my problems,never do! Jokes aside,i think my problems with food started after i had my second child at the age of 20 then again it probably started before that.Ive went from dieting to the extreme,ie:only eating low fat,calorie counting everything,taking laxatives to now over eating,binging etc.I have always binged but before i would binge then not eat anything else untill i felt i had burned it off.I now try to eat proper healthy meals but always end up binging mostly at the end of the day.Ive been sexualy,abused as a child,emotionaly and physically abused as an adult.Everyone ive ever cared for has hurt me badly (except from my now boyfriend who is brilliant) I dont know if this is why im messed up with my eating.Ive went from 120 pounds to 147 and i hate myself,just cant seem to control it at all.Just feel that im going to get bigger and bigger.Ive recently been diagnosed as bipolar aswell but i think im dealing with that rather well.Would appreciate any advice on how to overcome my eating disorder,whatever it is.I just want to live my life without thinking about my weight,what ive ate and what im going to eat next x
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