I have gained weight and I am so afraid I will keep gaining. The fear is so great, I vacilate between isolating and becoming angry with those around me, like my husband. The ED is taking such a toll on my mental state, that despite intensive therapy, I am at my wit's end, from so much fear at the weight gain feeling fat, and looking in the mirror and seeing all the fat-I'm not that low to start with. My question is: How do I get through the hour, let alone the day with such torment and not actually losing it? It's so hard to be trapped in a body you hate and is even becoming bigger.
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