i have been doing much better the past few months. maybe a bit too much better. i tracked my bmi and im actually a tad over weight now. logically i know its really not that bad. however, i cant seem to stop the thoughts that tell me to lose all that weight right this second. i feel very torn about it. i am going to take a trip to see some of my old friends and i don't want them to see me over weight but at the same time... i'd like them to see how much better i am doing. idk it's all crammed into my head to the point where i haven't been able to think of anything else lately. i guess im hoping that talking about it will at least give me some sort of clarity.
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