third day of topamax. no appetite and losing wt. forcing myself to eat. they said it was designed for bulimia in that it would lessen the urges to b/p (it has) and cravings for alcohol (true). am sleeping better. am not fighting the meds,like them!! have to get ed bloodwork done...scared. have had complications before w/ that. if the kids go to school tomorrow wil get the bloodwork done. am smart enough to know that i cannot kick my ass for 7 yrs and not have consequences. have not done AA yet. feel overwhelmed trying to kill these two birds w/ one stone. if i don't my therapist is suggesting rehab. i went over 4 yrs ago. should i take one thing at a time or what should i do?? any suggestions are appreciated. i don't want to go to rehab. can't be w/ out my kids. my opinion is, ANY progress is good progress!!
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