I'm struggling right now big time. I have been pretty good for awhile but have been dealing with a lot lately and yesterday found myself back to my old ways with Ana. My husband some how always knows and he kept getting after me and all though I know he cares my mind is not in the right place and I was so mad at him wanting him to leave me alone and couldn't wait for him to go back to work so that I have the days to myself without it. I don't know what to do. What helps you guys when you start to relapse? And btw I have no money or insurance so it isn't like I can go and get counseling etc.
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