i have been going good slowly pitting on weight and starting to look after my body. I've been eatting more and even allowing myself to eat scary foods but the other day i weight myself and now i feel so fat i keep thinking why can't i be skinny and perfiect well anyway all my thoughts led up to today throw out my breaky and lunch when tea came i thought i have to snap out of this remember the list you wrote all the good things you can get out of this so i allowed myself to eat freaked out purged took diet pills and lax how stupid am i what am i doing i want recovery but i can't stand being this heavey help please
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