I used to be ANA and MIA. It scares me too much to go back to that hell. Especially with all the health problems I have now most likely from ED. But I still am binging. I stopped for a while it comes and goes. But then my boyfriend left me it started again I stopped for a year then my godfather died it started stopped again then my fiance ended up in prison and my dog died started again. I hate this cycle and I want it to stop for good this time. I'm tired of hurting my body.
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