The voice in my head is loud today (read my journal if you like - although I find it hard to put into words) I'm slipping further. I'm beginning to consider doing things I wouldn't before. I've no one at home and I'm beginning to push others away - there's only myself to stop me now and I'm not sure my voice is loud enough to compete with the other. What do you do when you feel like this? How do you stop yourself getting more caught up?
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