nobody knows that i eat than throw up...well there is a few people...and the people that do know...well lets just say they do nothing but spread rumors that im a slut and that im an attention begger...i would give the world right now to be able to not get sick after i eat...more than any of those people know...and im not really sure what i get outta it...i just cant go with out it..its a vicious cycle...i eat and eat and eat...than i make myself sick....than i eat and eat and eat again....and once again make myself sick...why is it when anyone gets caught in the vicious cycle of an eating disorder we get hated on?
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