So I'm sitting in my room just thinking of how my life's become. I'm not proud of how I'm turning out. I used to be so happy and fun to be around. Now all I want to do is isolate from everyone. One side of me wants to get better and gain the weight that I need to in order to be healthy again...the other side of me wants to continue losing weight until I feel good about myself. There is a logical side and an ED side. I don't know how to ignore the ED side. It feels like I have an angel on one shoulder and a devil on the other. I feel it already that this will be another hard day to survive...
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