So last night I made the decision that I can't handle the eating disorder by myself anymore, and I e-mailed my nutritionist to ask for an appointment. Then today a friend of mine said "You look so awesome!" And I said "Really? Some people think I look too thin again." And she said "Oh I think you look great!" And now I'm freaking out... and I don't want to see my nutritionist anymore. Rationally I know my weight is too low, but now I'm just not so sure about seeing my nutritionist again and doing the "recovery" thing again anymore. Any words to help ground me would be much appreciated!!
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