I ate the other day, and i feel like after everything i eat i can see myself look like ive gotten so much fatter, im so scared its all going to come back on, that i want some laxatives and then i want to try to get my weight back down again. Im so obsessed with food, whn im eating it i feel like my lfe revolves aound it, i adore it so much its the favourite part of my day to eat, bt when i finish i feel like a useless piece of fat crap he rest of the time. I dont want to get fat again....im so pissed off. Sory bit of a ramble but i feel so fucking fat.
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