I need to come clean.........I AM STRUGGLING right now. I had a week of stressful things happen with my child, my husband making comments about me not looking like I have an ED anymore, and other stupid things. They all fueled my ED and now the voice is stronger than ever and pulling me back. I have been restricting a lot and sterted purging every morning. I am so mad at myself but cant shake it. My hubby just left on a trip and ED is telling me to fast the whole week while he is gone to get rid of the weight before he gets back. I'm beginning to think it is a good idea. Why cant I be strong right now and do what is right, take care and love myself????? I want to cut so bad right now:( Sorry for venting.
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