today i went to the doctors with a chest, ear and throat infection. i sat in the waiting room for 15minutes and i kept thinking maybe this is it, maybe i can go in the room and tell the doctor about this ED i wanted to so badly and when the doctor called me in i really thought i could do it, but then i tried and i couldnt, i got a lump in my throat and knot in my stomach and i couldnt say anything!! am i a coward? i feel such a failure!!
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