Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
Staring in the mirror,
Poking at skin and bones,
She only sees two words, no truth.
Ugly.
Fat.
For no reason, she loathes.
She hates.
The beautiful girl standing in front of her,
Shes nothing but ugly. Fat.
The two words are synonymous.
There is no beauty without bones.
No happiness without hunger.
No self-respect without suffering.
To be proud you must be hurting.
Warped, wounded, withering,
She stands for hours,
Staring strangely, silently, secretly.
If only she could be perfect,
Perfection is all she aims for.
But for her, perfection is perverted.
Its ribs and spine and thighbones.
Its hunger and haste.
Someone save this silent suffering beauty.
Save her before hunger swallows her whole,
Before its too late.
Poking at skin and bones,
She only sees two words, no truth.
Ugly.
Fat.
For no reason, she loathes.
She hates.
The beautiful girl standing in front of her,
Shes nothing but ugly. Fat.
The two words are synonymous.
There is no beauty without bones.
No happiness without hunger.
No self-respect without suffering.
To be proud you must be hurting.
Warped, wounded, withering,
She stands for hours,
Staring strangely, silently, secretly.
If only she could be perfect,
Perfection is all she aims for.
But for her, perfection is perverted.
Its ribs and spine and thighbones.
Its hunger and haste.
Someone save this silent suffering beauty.
Save her before hunger swallows her whole,
Before its too late.
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She see's two words, (no truth (important!))
ugly
fat
But you need a reason to your thinking
"for no reason, she loathes" -
Please find why you loathe yourself before it really is too late honey!xxx