I went to treatment for 6 weeks. I was doing so well I couldnt wait to get out on my own and live my new life. I got out 11-16 and sadly already my mind is getting consummed again. Will this ever end? I dont wont to or have the money to be in and out of treatment centers all my life. How is this so strong? wHEN I got out I was on a good meal plan and scared to death of the health issues they had told me about.I have a leaky heart valve and osteoporisis. but now I guess thats not good enough because I am already not eating my full meal plan, thinking of diet pills and I bought a scale last night. My weight is all I could think of I had to know. and now I know argggg! I dont know if I want to keep fighting useing my tools and skills I learned or just give into it and live life the only way I know how. I feel so weak.
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